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    Thursday, July 3rd, 2008
    shelleypro
    1:04p
    sometimes I can't get enough of this song... today is one of those days
    TAPROOT - POEM

    overbearing panic attack entrenching my veins
    in an hour i'll be ok
    i pray this pain will go away permanently someday
    I'VE seen more than...
    I should have to...
    I'VE seen this on my own

    this song is a,
    poem to myself,
    it helps me to live...
    in case of fire,
    BREAK the glass,
    and move on into your own...

    reoccurring drowning effect entrenching my brain,
    i hope you'll be ok someday,
    so i can say that you moved on in the right way...
    WE'VE seen this and
    WE'VE breathed this and
    WE'VE lived this on our own...

    this song is a,
    poem to myself,
    it helps me to live...
    in case of fire,
    BREAK the glass,
    and move on into your own...
    your own...

    BREAK...

    this song is a,
    poem to myself,
    it helps me to live...
    in case of fire,
    BREAK the glass,
    and move on into your own...

    Current Mood: anxious
    Wednesday, July 2nd, 2008
    shelleypro
    1:05p
    I love my office...
    history: my co-workers know just enough about my outside life to keep them guessing

    today: I'm pimping out roller-derby to a co-worker and mentioned roller derby girls and how much fun the after party is (a comment about kissing a derby girl) and when asked about how I knew I responded that I don't do anything my husband wouldn't approve of... and left it at that.

    I am evil, yes I am.
    Tuesday, July 1st, 2008
    shelleypro
    6:14p
    Umm, yeah, about that...
    so, ummm, I guess we're having a 4th of July party

    ummm, say 7-ish, 8-ish, our house

    bring something to share

    [NOTE: BRING CAMP CHAIRS!]
    glisteneyes
    1:06p
    Craving Change
    Today I am in hot pursuit of change. I had a massage from Crave last Monday and something snapped inside me. For several years I've had a tentative plan to attend massage school. This time with Crave, I understood that the healing power of massage can have so much to do with emotions, spirit, and mind. Before, it had always been about the physical. To get me started in the right direction, I bought a massage textbook to work through over the next few months, and I also started looking up different massage schools. If I stay in Florida I'll have to do 600 hours of class. If I go to New York state, I'll have to do 1000 hours, but I'll be able to practice anywhere. NY will also offer me the change of scenery that I need. I don't have to stay there forever, but I could use that as a runway to someplace else.

    My fluttering Gemini heart needs change to survive, and I've been doing the same damn thing for way too long. (Funny. A year seems like such a long time. One day I'll really have to settle down.)
    glisteneyes
    12:22p
    Westward Fever
    I've been catching Westward Fever. Gradually, but surely. Late last year some time Kay and Ash started planning on going out west. Portland, specifically. Sol and Autumn had also planned a trek toward the Pacific. I wasn't so keen on the idea at first, but the South has been sneaking further and further out of my good graces, what with the anti-intellectualism and anti-feminist harrassment of my university administrators. Not to mention the outright racism of Southern people, and the local government's neglect and mishandling of social justice problems.

    The whole time I was visiting Crave, she was planning for a scouting trip with her best friend, up and down the West coast to decide on a city, or a region whereto relocate. I'm totally jealous and I want to go with them in a bad way. Of course I can't, but I can dream from home. I've been looking up Portland on the internet, and dreaming about Seattle this afternoon and I'm totally hooked. I mean, I don't want to leave the South and join all the other intellectuals in a safe haven wherein to huddle, hoping that the rest of the country will start tagging along, but I'm no Jesus, I'm no Mother Theresa. I am not here to save the world, I can simply look out for myself and the ones I love.

    The earliest I would be able to go out West is probably May of next year, which is hopefully when I will graduate with my WST degree (if, that is, my university stops cancelling classes and thwarting feminist thought). Maybe by then, if I have and keep this goal to move, I will be stable enough financially to pick up and make this profound change to my life. Moving Westward will also mean massage school. I've been really wanting to go to massage school for probably 3-4 years now, ever since Kay came back into my life and she showed my the wonders of body work. I am ready for the fulfilling work of healing people. It is indeed my heart's desire, and my soul's basic purpose.

    Current Mood: cold
    Current Music: guided meditation
    Monday, June 30th, 2008
    jeibear
    10:24p
    whintyr
    5:52p
    Geeky moment!
    I am very excited about this: http://public.web.cern.ch/public/en/LHC/LHC-en.html

    Unreasonably so.
    whintyr
    5:43p
    For Ren, the SEQUEL!
    Dancing Sushi People
    shelleypro
    4:39p
    How do I love thee.. in 5 and 6-season goodness...
    I LOVE [Bad username: blaqueinque  ]

    Current Mood: bouncy
    panzerbane01
    8:24a
    I thought the future held a perfect place for us
    that together we would learn to be the best that we could be
    In my naivety I ran, I fell and lost my way
    somehow I always end up falling over me

    and one day I woke to find the future had no place for me
    I was unwanted in a world that with my hands I'd helped build
    where once was honesty and pride I now stand broken and alone
    just a shadow of what I was meant to be

    Does anybody feel the way I do?
    Is there anybody out there?
    Are you hearing me?
    If I believe in you, will you believe in me?
    Or am I alone in this hall of dreams?

    I'll believe in you if you believe in me
    but I have no trust in anything
    somehow I'm always, always falling over me

    they say that time will heal, the truth shall set us free
    well that depends on what it is that you choose to believe
    In this prison made of lies
    We see what it is we want to see
    And find comfort in this broken hall of dreams

    Does anybody feel the way I do?
    Is there anybody out there?
    Are you hearing me?
    If I believe in you, will you believe in me?
    Or am I alone in this hall of dreams?

    I'll believe in you if you believe in me
    but I have no trust in anything
    somehow I'm always, always falling over me

    somehow I'm always, I am always falling over me


    -VNV Nation "Holding On"
    Sunday, June 29th, 2008
    lilyrampant
    7:48p
    cliches
    we just did the total cliche...(rita and I)

    we went shoe shopping and then went to sex and the city (which was really good if your a fan of the show)
    whintyr
    2:51p
    About to cook for breakfast...
    Baked eggs wrapped with pancetta, with mozzarella and asiago cheese on top, with diced potatoes (no hash browns in the brand I like, boo!) Might slice up an apple too. Yum yum!
    lilyrampant
    12:41p
    The cricket
    still lives. its in the damn wall. and the house still sounds like a bloody rainforest.


    *bangs head against wall*
    Saturday, June 28th, 2008
    whintyr
    10:23p
    For Renee
    xxdeathspunkxx
    9:59a
    WESH 2 / CW18 A-List 2008 Nominated: Best Coffee Shop in the Orlando area


    VOTE FOR MY COFFEE SHOP DAMNIT!!! Cuz we're awesome and love people =)
    Friday, June 27th, 2008
    magenter
    11:46a
    Actually, before I go - - is it wrong that this picture makes me incredibly turned on?

    It's work-safe. I'm just weird.

    Current Music: Hedwig and the Angry Inch - Wig In A Box
    Thursday, June 26th, 2008
    shelleypro
    11:43a
    To my Pagan and Pagan-friendly peeps...
    I got this off a yahoo group (Hope she doesn't mind me posting it here):

    Kathie Lee Gifford said "Pagans, the nasty, bad Pagans" in
    a segment on today's [Wednesday's] Today Show called "Who Knew?".

    In the segment she was going from table to table at a wedding
    reception of a couple who was being featured on the show and at 4
    minutes and 27 seconds into the segment she asked a gentleman "Why do
    you wear your wedding band on your left ring finger?", to which she
    gave 3 possible responces. The third of the responces said "Pagans
    believed it was bad luck to carry metal on your right side". At 4
    minutes and 41 seconds she said "The Pagans, the nasty, bad Pagans"

    If you would like to see the whole segment, here is the link
    http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/21134540/vp/25365895#25368216

    I will be writing the Today Show as well as Jeff Zucker the president
    and CEO of NBC Universal.

    I strongly urge you to do the same. While I believe that Kathie Lee's
    statement was made out of ignorance, not hate, it is important to not
    allow that ignorance to fuel the ignorance and hate of others.

    Current Mood: angry
    Wednesday, June 25th, 2008
    whintyr
    11:57p
    Update:
    Had the Endoscopic Ultrasound and it went along just fine. Doesn't appear they found any tumor or cyst or other strange masses. It appears I have pancreatitis, which I'll be discussing with the doc in two weeks. Now, I just feel tired and have a sort throat, so I took a nap and now I'm going to kick back with some hot tea and lozenges and just lounge.
    Tuesday, June 24th, 2008
    lilyrampant
    10:14p
    *grates teeth*
    we have a cricket in the house.... a SHRILL cricket. Its been in here like 4 days. It gets started right as I get ready to go to bed. Its driving us both up the god damn wall!

    I need to look for it as soon as i get home from work tomorrow.

    oh yeah and on top of the new stove we just got from my parents. we now are getting a new washer. the repair guy came out today cause it had a huge leak. and the landlords just said fix it to get it to work. The guy flat out said it was going to cost more than a new washer to fix. he found the leak then discovered 6 other things wrong.

    at least hes honest. that was kind of refreshing. so were either getting a reconditioned one they have at the shop or a brand new one

    and happy dance. after discussing it today. Me and Rita are going to try bellydancing classes. shes been a lil upset cause she cant afford her ballroom classes lately. And the school in dunedin is offering a 10$ trial class then like 15-18$ a class after that. their foundations class is from 6-7 on mondays. so it could be a good way to start off the week. were shooting for the 7th for our first class. YAY!! Ive always wanted to take a dance class and from what I hear from Wendy, Traci, Nadia and a few other of my friends who have tried them- im really curious
    magenter
    5:46p
    Meh. I though I had a great idea for a "Why so serious?" 'shop of Serious Cat, but apparently it's already been done. Found on photobucket.



    Current Mood: tired
    maggiemay311
    12:39p
    Phone update
      Found my phone just an update thanks!!!!!
    Monday, June 23rd, 2008
    whintyr
    11:41p
    Tiffany:
    Operation Cthulu is a complete success. Photos to follow. FOURTY TWO PHOTOS OF A CUTE MINI-ELDER GOD BEING LOVED UPON BY THE FELINIC DUO!!!

    Edit: THE ALBUM IS HERE> http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v489/whintyr/Cthulu%20Cat%20Toy/?albumview=slideshow
    lilyrampant
    10:30p
    yay wings are all ready to be sewn. these are really a bitch.

    they better turn out nicely. cause at this point ive got copper piping, pvc pipe, vinyl, paint, hot glue, plumbers tape and gorilla glue splayed across the floor and being occupied by two anxious kittens.


    I think the trick to them will be to give them some dimension. and I need to put lights on them to see if im gonna need to coat them with spray paint.
    maggiemay311
    9:11p
    Lost my phone
    Hello every one I have lost my phone.  e-mail me your number or call me tomarrow as I will get buying a new one tomarrow 
    whintyr
    6:39p
    So, of course...
    Since I can't take any Advil for 5 days prior to the EUS, I'm going to have a headache on each and every one of those days it seems.

    Fucking figures. Shoot me.
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